I had a flashback to being a very small child, with the same light caught up in the trees, and our long-lost family friend, with his faded red sox cap and salt-and-pepper beard, hoisting me up onto the slanting rock face.
On my return I was able to pull myself up and scramble to the top ridge of the boulder where there was a perfect indent for sitting. I stayed for a few minutes in the warmth of reminiscence and then decided I should continue up the trail if I wanted to get to the summit for it got too dark.
Ten more minutes of hiking and I remembered Jack Kerouac's musings over an old Zen saying in his book Dharma Bums, "When you get to the top of a mountain, keep climbing."
Within a second, I had turned around and was on my way back down to the rock with a better way to get to the top in mind.
I climbed up the cool grey of the stone once more and sat to meditate.
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