Crash.

Easing my way back down to whatever sort of normalcy I personified before, I seem to have hit the bottom harder than I would have expected.

It physically hurts my heart. Nothing new, though.

I have come to terms with the fact that my conflict wasn't societal so much as internal. Where I'm having trouble drawing conclusions is how I feel in regard to the past month or so. I suppose now that I've made the decision to come back down, it doesn't matter so much.

I could really get used to you loving me again anyway.