Should Probably Feel Cheap, But I Just Feel Free (And A Little Bit Empty).

I've been losing sleep, writhing, trying to untangle myself from my sheets and everything that's been restraining me, everything I've been conditioned to find truth in. I'm unconvinced that it's possible for two people to need anything the same way, though I'm not as bothered by that as I would have used to be. I'm starting to believe in keeping what I love close, separate. It's not something I will regret. No matter what happens, I will recognize myself and my experience. I can be happy and I can try to show you how too. Not only does it make my heart hurt, but it makes sense.

I'm ready to live the way I want.