The hope was like a flame, burning in the back of my mind all along. The light emitted was so dim that it took me a while to even realize it was there at all.
There are so few things in life that we can control, maybe it's all that we can do to hope.
I'm trying to figure out this whole thing, how it works, if it's even half as real as I want it to be. Maybe it's his character; who he is, how he thinks, what he says, that makes me want to know him better. I need someone to love me as a friend. I'm not asking for more. It's what I'd wanted to explain, what I meant for him to know.
I had all of this hope and I took a chance that I wasn't ready for. The flame was blown out and the hope is gone and I'm lost in the dark. Explain it to me.
Please let him know that I just needed a friend.
Right now, it's all I could hope for.
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