"I look at you and see a friend, I hope that's what you want to be."
It amazed me today, as I opened my heart and let the memories come pouring out, the way it felt to remember without trying protecting myself.
Crying, thinking back to those times, I was surprised at the intensity of my reaction.
Things in my life have been so amazing lately that, until recently, I hadn't given that time in my life much thought.
It felt so healthy to go back, to learn from the pain I've felt in the past. And then, as hard it was, admit to everything that had happened, especially to someone who'd had such an impact.
I realized that I've forgiven myself for nearly everything and I'm ready for my life to move forward, but always keeping what happened as a part of me.
I hope that we've done the right thing and I hope we're friends, now and for a long time.
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and so you see I have come to doubt everything I once held as true, I stand alone without beliefs, the only truth I know is you (simonandgarfunkel).
5 comments:
so is this about joey?
yeah i saw that comment on his myspace about the messages you two like eachother or he likes you?
glad we are friends..
jamie.
i didn't know how to reply to the message you sent to me earlier, so i don't know if this is the right place or time to do it. i hated how our friendship ended, as well. i think that for a very long time after we stopped talking that i really missed you but maybe it was better that way. i just want you to know that i hope your life is amazing and something you will be able to tell to an old friend someday. i want you to be happy, i want you to fulfill your dreams, and i want to say thank you, because that message was what i neded from you.
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