It has been almost a year now since I was so afraid of getting hurt that through many misunderstandings, I taught myself to hate somebody. It truly was self-defense because previously I'd sent myself into depression over this person and I couldn't let myself go through it again, but it was the wrong way of dealing with it.
In recent weeks, the situation changed greatly. I no longer needed to protect myself as closely and we began communicating more and more. With things becoming clearer I felt a sense of relief, saw another, better side to this person that I'd previously made myself ignore.
Talking, joking with this person now, it feels like I'm finally getting some closure in an empty area that I'd forgotten about.
I love this feeling.
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i could hug you right now
so many of your blogs in which i wonder if i'm the subject...not to sound vain or anything ;)
i'm just glad that your happy now
they say that the heart is the strongest muscle in the human body so then why does it break so easily?
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