Don't You Cry

Today I made a decision. A big decision. The decision to let myself fall back, to give up fighting and blend into the hurt. Usually, I'm not one for making up my mind, it's a very rare occasion when I knew I'm about to do something bad and don't care. Ink tore across a black page, "just you wait (because when i get myself alone) i'll set everything in it's place again." I mapped out the consequences in my head. I couldn't wait.
Tears were in my eyes and I tried my best not to blink so they would stay there, blurring everything around me. Making the world obsolete. I tried not to mention it to anybody, I knew every word that they would say.

So here I am now, alone and unscathed. I'm stronger than I thought because nobody had to stop me this time. I stopped myself.

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