Two Monthes Ago Tonight

I'm proud for coming this far. Two long months have drawn out.
I can't tell if I'm just scared now or if I'm stronger or what. It's not getting easier but I'm still here, trying, hoping. That's what matters.

First Snow

The first snow of the year always the kind that hushes the world and quiets the aching of your heart. It's the kind that makes you really miss you people you love, or loved.
Everybody knows that letting go is just part of life. I'm always trying but somehow, I always find myself stuck in the same place, the same moment that can't seem to escape.

Come Some Vivid Night in November

I love how cold and clear the night sky is. I love laying in the cold grass and looking up, up, up, infinitely, and seeing everything and nothing at the same time.
I love those nights when it's so cold it hurts a little every time you take a breath in.
Nights like those are when my soul is free, when even though my heart hurts a little, I don't have to keep telling myself that everything is going to be okay.